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- Title: A Beginning
- Author: IvanW
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,426
- Summary:
This takes place after The Motion Picture and before The Wrath of Khan.
- Title: Actions Speak Louder (but maybe we should talk, too)
- Author: Herenya_writes
- Links: AO3
- Words: 6,189
- Summary:
After the events of The Motion Picture, Spock is aboard the Enterprise, but not all is well yet. He hurt Jim by leaving three years ago, and he's going to do all he can to make up for it. Still, he doesn't deserve Jim's friendship, much less his love. Does he?
- Title: A Matter of Biology
- Author: museaway
- Links: AO3
- Words: 4,929
- Summary:
In retrospect, Jim supposed he should have noticed the signs that something was, well, off with Spock.
- Title: And I Knew You'd Come Back To Me
- Author: consideritalljoy
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,377
- Summary:
After V'ger, Jim and Spock rekindle what they left off when Spock left for Vulcan to complete the Kohlinar.
- Title: A Perfectly Logical Answer
- Author: Lunarflare14
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,336
- Summary:
"... V-Ger is… incomplete. Why is V-Ger incomplete?"
- Title: Associations
- Author: Aldora89
- Links: LJ
- Words: 7,504
- Summary:
A month after the V’ger incident, Spock and Jim are on a winter shore leave on Earth. Yet as Jim considers taking the next step in their relationship, he finds that the past colors the present in unexpected ways.
- Title: Beyond the Barrier
- Author: CatalenaMara
- Links: AO3
- Words: 24,079
- Summary:
When the Enterprise is sent with another starship to check out a disturbance near the edge of the galaxy, all the telepaths on both crews are attacked by a psychic energy, causing Spock to break his bond to Kirk.
Setting: Post ST-TMP. Incorporating species seen in "Star Trek: The Animated Series".
- Title: Breaking the Triangle
- Author: Iwouldwrite1000fics
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,285
- Summary:
Post-TMP. Jim is worried that his emerging relationship with Spock will ruin his friendship with McCoy.
- Title: Burnt Toast
- Author: noodleinabarrel
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,582
- Summary:
Spock contemplates his newly unbound emotions post-Kolihnar as Jim brings him a sparse breakfast in bed.
- Title: Can this work?
- Author: JBarts (the_physicist)
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,071
- Summary:
Kirk and Spock declare their love for one another, but they are both straight men.
- Title: Can You Feel My Heart?
- Author: Lion_owl
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,229
- Summary:
Spock reflects as he prepares himself to undergo Kolinahr.
- Title: Cause For Celebration
- Author: Eliyes
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,864
- Summary:
After the events of Star Trek: The Motion Picture, Jim and Spock discuss where their relationship is going. In bed.
- Title: Cheating the No-Win Scenario
- Author: VTsuion
- Links: AO3
- Words: 891
- Summary:
The dust has settled, but Kirk still doesn't know where he stands with Spock. A game of chess brings out some old memories and some new realizations about how much they need each other.
- Title: Choices
- Author: Gayle F
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 47,056
- Summary:
After a surprising night of passion on Argeelius, Kirk and Spock begin an erotic relationship. But the future is uncertain...
- Title: De Profundis
- Author: rhaegel
- Links: Dreamwidth
- Words: 13,748
- Summary:
Kirk basically spent, like, the entire series wooing Spock, to no avail because Spock broke his heart and left for Gol. Now that Spock is back, Kirk has given up on him because he doesn't know where he stands any more, and he doesn't want to get hurt again.
- Title: Devil's Bargain
- Author: Rhaegal (RhaegalKS)
- Links: AO3
- Words: 17,410
- Summary:
Set after TMP. Spock’s impending pon farr makes him wary of agreeing to a second five-year mission, so Kirk agrees to lend a hand (so to speak) should the situation arise. What could possibly go wrong?
- Title: Don't Let Go
- Author: lahmrh
- Links: FF.net
- Words: 2,576
- Summary:
With V'Ger gone, it turns out Spock isn't quite as fine as they hoped. Fortunately Kirk is there to help.
- Title: Ex Machina
- Author: TLara (larissabernstein)
- Links: AO3
- Words: 4,258
- Summary:
Spock’s journey through his meld with V’ger.
- Title: Feeling
- Author: gb1701
- Links: AO3
- Words: 824
- Summary:
Jim didn't fully understand what happened on Vulcan, why Spock did not complete the ritual and receive pure logic. For now, he was content to have him near and he silently thanked the universe for bringing Spock back to him.
- Title: Finding Home
- Author: OrmondSacker
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,371
- Summary:
After V'Ger has found its answers and moved on its way, Spock is left on his own to wonder if there can ever be a second chance for him and if he’ll ever find home again.
- Title: From The Heart
- Author: Jenna Hilary Sinclair
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 5,700
- Summary:
After V'Ger, a year into the second five year mission, Kirk goes to Spock one night.
- Title: Full Circle
- Author: killabeez
- Links: AO3
- Words: 52,114
- Summary:
V'Ger brings Kirk and Spock back together, but can they get past the damage done and start over again?
- Title: Great Affection
- Author: WannabeCreativeAuthor
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,298
- Summary:
Set just after the events of "The Motion Picture" while they're still on the ship. Spock comes to the captain's quarters to talk things out.
- Title: Having
- Author: CateAdams
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,572
- Summary:
In the months after V'ger, Jim has everything he has ever wanted, but he is faced with overwhelming feelings and lurking fear that he has yet to face. After a crisis unfolds, a friend visits, and secrets are laid bare.
- Title: He That Pricketh the Heart
- Author: Blackbird Songs
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 2,266
- Summary:
After V'ger evolves and goes away, Kirk sits Spock down for a talk.
- Title: Homecoming
- Author: IAmTheRedLady
- Links: FF.net
- Words: 1,167
- Summary:
What happened with Kirk and Spock after The Motion Picture. A making up story.
- Title: How Do We Know About Any of Us?
- Author: VTsuion
- Links: AO3, FF.net
- Words: 9,696
- Summary:
Everything is going well. After the events of Star Trek: The Motion Picture, Kirk and Spock are back together, they're just taking it slow. If only they could trust each other again. Getting trapped in a dangerous jungle on an alien planet, where even the plantlife seems to be working against them, brings everything to a head.
- Title: If You'd Only Asked
- Author: orphan_account
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,108
- Summary:
After the events of The Motion Picture, Kirk finds himself back, as per usual, in bed with Spock. Questions are asked, some more monumental than others.
- Title: Invisible Threads
- Author: lah_mrh
- Links: LJ
- Words: 20,800
- Summary:
Kirk is understandably hesitant about starting a relationship with Spock; the last time he tried, Spock left him to pursue the kolinahr. But when Spock becomes ill while visiting his parents on Vulcan, Kirk decides that some things are worth the risk.
- Title: Kirk's Idea
- Author: Farfalla
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 1,761
- Summary:
Spock is back from Gol, and Jim thinks of a novel way to prevent Starfleet from separating them.
- Title: Leave Me in the Looking Glass
- Author: druxykexy
- Links: AO3
- Words: 4,077
- Summary:
Spock leaves the Enterprise, intent on undergoing the Kolinahr, only to wake up in an unknown location beside a sleeping Jim.
- Title: Lessons
- Author: ladykardasi
- Links: AO3
- Words: 6,688
- Summary:
A very angsty series of Vignettes dealing with what happened between Kirk and Spock in The Motion Picture. Gol, the Kohlinar, V'Ger and Kirk's and Spock's relationship.
- Title: Like A Tear Cast In Stone
- Author: CatalenaMara
- Links: AO3
- Words: 6,810
- Summary:
Post ST:TMP. A Vulcan woman recently posted to the Enterprise has difficulty accepting human behavior and Spock's seeming betrayal of Vulcan by bonding with Kirk.
- Title: Love-Blindness
- Author: burning_spirit
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,988
- Summary:
Spock notices that Kirk seems to be trying to hide a minor health concern.
- Title: Love and Logic
- Author: Dovya Blacque
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 12,053
- Summary:
Together after Spock’s return from Gol, Kirk struggles to explain to him the changes made in him by the transference with Janice Lester and how it effected how he saw Spock.
- Title: Miracle of the Lights
- Author: Sara
- Links: Author's website
- Words: 13,927
- Summary:
Kirk and Spock find love with each other during Hanukkah, the Festival of Lights
- Title: My Husband, Attend
- Author: mightymads
- Links: AO3
- Words: 24,186
- Summary:
The encounter with V’ger gave Spock the answer the Masters of Gol could not. He seems content. It’s difficult to tell, so Jim has resigned himself to keeping distance. But then Spock proposes, which entails going to Vulcan, learning vows in Vulcan, wearing Vulcan robes—the whole nine yards.
- Title: No Brighter Moment
- Author: killabeez
- Links: AO3
- Words: 32,619
- Summary:
Some time after The Motion Picture, Kirk, Spock, and the Enterprise crew find themselves pawns in a terrorist plot. When Kirk is turned into a weapon to be used against them, can Spock reach him in time to save the day?
- Title: Rekindling Fire
- Author: Jenna Hilary Sinclair (JennaHilary)
- Links: AO3
- Words: 32,443
- Summary:
What Happens after the events of Star Trek: The Motion Picture.
- Title: Rekindling the Flame
- Author: plaidshirtjimkirk
- Links: AO3, KSArchive
- Words: 1,434
- Summary:
After nearly three years of separation following their first five year mission, Jim still loves Spock. This time, however, he won't make the first move to do something about it. Mid-TMP pining and post-TMP making up.
- Title: Reunion
- Author: bittenfeld
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,604
- Summary:
After the V’ger mission has ended, Kirk is sitting alone on the bridge, fondly reminiscing about having his beloved Enterprise back again, if only for a short while – until his first-officer shows up again, and it isn’t just memories that Spock wants to share...
- Title: Rock Bottom
- Author: AnnaKnitsSpock
- Links: AO3
- Words: 5,312
- Summary:
When Spock leaves Jim to pursue Kolinahr, it sends Jim into three years of despair. He accepts a promotion he doesn't want, loses his sense of self, and ultimately gets stuck in an unwanted sexual habit. Jim is certain Spock will never come back to him, but when he unexpectedly returns from Gol during the V'Ger mission, can the two men find their way back to each other?
- Title: Search for Me
- Author: Djinn
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,505
- Summary:
Abandoned. Alone. Angsty. It's Kirk/Spock, TMP timeframe.
- Title: So Much Explained, and Still to Explore
- Author: KSForever
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,101
- Summary:
Spock further explains to Jim why he left to achieve Kolinahr
- Title: So Pleasing a Thing
- Author: raja815
- Links: AO3
- Words: 25,150
- Summary:
The unspoken problems of Kirk and Spock's marriage come to a head as Kirk takes leave from his stressful work among the Starfleet admiralty. A Christmas story.
Set following Star Trek: The Motion Picture. Utilizes some details from Gene Roddenberry's novelization of the same.
- Title: Stay
- Author: Helen
- Links: Trekiverse
- Words: 1,630
- Summary:
After the V'Ger incident, Kirk decides to tell Spock the truth about his feelings for him. Set immediately after Star Trek: The Motion Picture.
- Title: Temporary Quarters
- Author: Blackbird Song
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 19,252
- Summary:
Kirk has never felt at home since the end of the first five-year mission.
- Title: Thataway
- Author: Leslie Fish
- Links: AO3, Trekiverse
- Words: 4,199
- Summary:
Just after the end of ST:TMP, Kirk thinks over the last few years.
- Title: That Away
- Author: Perfect_Square
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,078
- Summary:
My own fantasies about what came next after the end of the Motion Picture.
- Title: The Bioluminescence of the Night
- Author: thesadchicken
- Links: AO3
- Words: 880
- Summary:
Shortly after the events depicted in The Motion Picture, Spock takes Jim to a unique planet...
- Title: The space between points A and B
- Author: orphan_account
- Links: AO3
- Words: 4,877
- Summary:
A bit about the purity of love and how much of it a starship captain is allowed to indulge in + the passage of time and feeling there’s not enough of it at all for anything, much less love.
- Title: This isn't my home without you
- Author: Melime
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,882
- Summary:
The threat was over and Spock was back, now Kirk hoped that his feelings were finally returned.
- Title: this love came back to me
- Author: SiderumInCaelo
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,153
- Summary:
Once V'Ger is no longer a threat, Kirk wants to know why Spock had gone back to Vulcan.
- Title: T'hy'la
- Author: Fiona James
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 2,108
- Summary:
Post ST:TMP, Kirk and Spock renew their friendship.
- Title: Together
- Author: titC
- Links: AO3
- Words: 5,523
- Summary:
Pon farr post V'Ger: whump ensues.
- Title: To Repress What I'm Feeling
- Author: shepromisestheearth
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,769
- Summary:
Kirk confronts Spock about what happened.
- Title: Tranquility
- Author: blunderbuss
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,040
- Summary:
Post-TMP fluff. Vulcans purr.
- Title: We Asked the Universe
- Author: TBe76
- Links: AO3
- Words: 4,110
- Summary:
Post-Gol fic from Spock’s POV. Amanda knew the truth. So did V’Ger.
- Title: We Know That We Need, But No What
- Author: V Tsuion
- Links: FF.net
- Words: 19,679
- Summary:
After the events of The Motion Picture, Kirk is back in command of the Enterprise with Spock by his side. Everything is as it should be, but old habits die hard and a lot has changed in just two and a half years.
- Title: When the stars begin to fall
- Author: Amatara
- Links: AO3
- Words: 3,989
- Summary:
After Spock is promoted to Captain and Jim has to come to grips with losing the Enterprise again, a chance discovery leads them to reevaluate their relationship. Set between The Motion Picture and The Wrath of Khan.
- Title: You Are My Answer
- Author: sb_essebi
- Links: AO3
- Words: 6,972
- Summary:
After the events of The Motion Picture, Spock is ready to fully confront his feelings for Jim.
- Title: You Remember Our Plans? The Best-Laid Ones, Too...
- Author: sketchnurse
- Links: AO3
- Words: 8,081
- Summary:
Remembering the events of years past, and their distance from the events of this year, Spock looks for and finds an old gift from Jim, two days after their Valentine's Day together. Set between TMP and TWOK.
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- Title: Abandoned
- Author: kira-nerys
- Links: Thyla.com
- Words: 895
- Summary:
Kirk realizes that Spock is truly gone.
- Title: Artistic License
- Author: Ronile
- Links: AO3
- Words: 456
- Summary:
After the events of Wrath of Khan Dr McCoy must write his official report to Starfleet.
- Title: Beyond the Sea
- Author: Elise_Madrid
- Links: AO3
- Words: 9,270
- Summary:
Kirk has trouble dealing with the aftermath of Genesis.
- Title: Cover Slip
- Author: Farfalla
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 998
- Summary:
Do paramecium have t'hy'la?
- Title: Fix You
- Author: Sannek
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,305
- Summary:
Officially I’m on medical leave. Unofficially I’m, well. I don’t know. Emotionally compromised. Devastated.
Kirk's caught in his grief for Spock after the Vulcan's sacrifice at the end of "The Wrath of Khan".
- Title: Illogical
- Author: queenofroses12
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,778
- Summary:
Kirk, after Spock's death in Wrath of Khan.
- Title: It's a stupid game
- Author: BurningAmber
- Links: AO3
- Words: 840
- Summary:
Post Wrath of Khan. When the news of Spock's death reaches Vulcan.
- Title: Onward, The Road
- Author: obstinatrix
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,297
- Summary:
The interaction between Kirk and Spock on the evening of Kirk's birthday at the beginning of Wrath of Khan. Kirk is not best pleased to be getting older.
- Title: Out of Place
- Author: pepperlandgirl4
- Links: AO3
- Words: 6,046
- Summary:
ST: TWOK-era. This was inspired after I saw the Captain's Summit clip when Nimoy said that originally, Spock was meant to stay dead.
- Title: Perchance to Dream
- Author: fiveainley_ohmy
- Links: AO3
- Words: 10,622
- Summary:
In the wake of Spock's death, the entire crew mourns as they sail for home. Bones worries for Jim, who seems to be suppressing his grief at losing his husband. On an away mission, Jim comes into contact with a strange lotus flower. Its pollen makes him fall asleep and he dreams of Spock, who tells him that his spirit still lives in Jim's mind and that he can visit Jim in his sleep. Is it really Spock, or is Jim in danger of falling under the spell of the lotus forever?
- Title: Premonitions
- Author: Ektal
- Links: AO3
- Words: 898
- Summary:
Post "The Wrath of Khan"; the Enterprise has just returned to Earth. Kirk shuts himself up in his apartment and finishes reading the book Spock gave him.
- Title: Sanctuary of Silence
- Author: apolesen
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,477
- Summary:
Four years after the detonation of the Genesis device, Kirk returns to the planet created after Spock’s death.
An AU where The Search for Spock never happens.
- Title: Seven Minutes to Say Goodbye
- Author: explodingnebulae
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,695
- Summary:
Taking place directly following Spock's death, Jim has a hard time coming to grips with reality.
- Title: Spring-Grass Stains
- Author: vvlcant
- Links: AO3
- Words: 3,559
- Summary:
After Spock's death the media leaps to inaccurate conclusions. Kirk, who has refused to speak publicly about their relationship for years, finally decides to set the record straight.
- Title: The Letter
- Author: Lady Charena
- Links: Trekiverse
- Words: 2,072
- Summary:
After Spock' death, Jim Kirk finds a letter, promised a long time ago. Post-ST II (TWOK).
- Title: The Nature of Grief
- Author: cowgirldressage1
- Links: AO3
- Words: 999
- Summary:
Jim's thoughts post the Wrath of Kahn regarding the death of Spock. Grab a tissue.
- Title: The Need For Stars
- Author: Carolyn Spencer
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 8,712
- Summary:
After years of refusing the bond, Spock’s death causes Kirk to realize what he had been asking of his lover. Pre- and post- "The Wrath of Khan".
- Title: The Subconscious Has a Logic All Its Own
- Author: Farfalla
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 964
- Summary:
After Spock has died in "The Wrath of Khan", Kirk relives that terrible moment in his dreams--with a different, happier ending.
- Title: Too Young
- Author: tooberjoober
- Links: AO3
- Words: 468
- Summary:
A short fic about that last part of Wrath of Khan, Jim mourns for the loss of Spock and muses about his youth.
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- Title: A House of Cedar
- Author: sundara
- Links: Dreamwidth, KSArchive
- Words: 15,762
- Summary:
After fal-tor-pan, Spock undergoes relearning on Vulcan...and certain things are not included. A disgraced Starfleet Admiral changes that.
- Title: Bond
- Author: TheBiFromUNCLE
- Links: AO3
- Words: 318
- Summary:
Sarek learns how his son died.
- Title: Cover of Night
- Author: Killa
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 12,512
- Summary:
While waiting to learn what will come of the fal tor pan, Kirk relives memories of his destructive and secret relationship with Spock. How can he find redemption when Spock doesn't even remember him? Originally posted in 1998. Also appeared in Amazing Grace: Best of the Net.
- Title: Dawn
- Author: Jenna Hilary Sinclair
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 6,685
- Summary:
Spock slowly comes back to himself after the fal-tor-pan.
- Title: Dear Spock
- Author: cembular
- Links: AO3
- Words: 8,763
- Summary:
A Valentine's Day fic that takes place after The Search for Spock.
- Title: Force of Habit
- Author: kradie
- Links: LJ
- Words: 1,900
- Summary:
En route to the Genesis Planet, the complications of the hosting of Spock's katra become rather evident.
- Title: From Sunrise to Sunset
- Author: thesadchicken
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,191
- Summary:
After Spock's katra is reunited with his body in fal-tor-pan, Jim has to learn how to deal with life, no matter how hard it has become. This is a story about grief, hope, and finding strength in the ones we love.
- Title: If I Never Return
- Author: thesecretmichan
- Links: AO3
- Words: 20,794
- Summary:
There would be side-effects, the healers had warned. One could not yank a soul from its host, stuff it in a holding place, and attempt to put it all back without repercussions. Hallucinations of the visual and auditory (and perhaps even olfactory, one had theorized) senses were to be expected. His body and mind needed to reacclimate themselves. As long as Spock recognized what was real and what was not, they informed him, there was no cause for alarm.
"I know what is real," Spock stuttered, and the flesh peeled back from his face. "I am in control."
- Title: I've Missed You
- Author: selkieskin
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,020
- Summary:
After the Fal-tor-pan, and Kirk can't sleep. He has not been allowed to see Spock, but somehow, Spock comes to him in the night.
- Title: Nine Lost Lives
- Author: Saavant
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 4,454
- Summary:
Spock has just been regenerated. Will he remember Kirk?
- Title: Nobler In The Mind
- Author: ArsenicSands
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 4,278
- Summary:
Words go too slowly to be of any use after the fal-tor-pan. But the mind has its own dangers, and its own rewards.
- Title: Nothing Without You
- Author: HanaSheralHaminail
- Links: AO3
- Words: 12,197
- Summary:
After the Fal-tor-pan, Spock finds himself bereft, confused and unable to define his relationship with his Captain and friend. Torn between a present he does not entirely belong to and a past he cannot fully comprehend, he struggles against his mind and the conflicting feelings drawing him to Jim.
Does he dare reach for him? Can he find a way to bridge the distance between them? Will he remember the meaning of t'hy'la?
- Title: On the Edge of the Mountain
- Author: Jane St. Clair
- Links: Trekiverse
- Words: 2,651
- Summary:
Aftermath of the Refusion (Fal Torr Pan) in 'Star Trek III: The Search for Spock'
- Title: Shakedown Cruise
- Author: Rhaegal (RhaegalKS)
- Links: AO3
- Words: 23,122
- Summary:
Following the fal-tor-pan, Spock is still struggling to recover his memories. The disastrous maiden voyage of the USS Enterprise-A causes him to realize that he has forgotten something important about his place in Kirk’s life.
- Title: Stay
- Author: fiveainley_ohmy
- Links: AO3
- Words: 515
- Summary:
In between Genesis and Vulcan.
- Title: Step By Step
- Author: fiveainley_ohmy, Nagini_snake
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,224
- Summary:
Fal-tor-pan is over, and Spock slowly begins to recall his past.
- Title: Tabula Rasa
- Author: Melime
- Links: AO3
- Words: 14,825
- Summary:
When fal-tor-pan goes wrong, Kirk is left with a Spock that appears to be a hollow shell and Bones enters a deep coma. While Sarek and Amanda believe they are the ones that must care for Spock when his new state appears to be permanent, Kirk refuses to go back to Earth or abandon hope.
- Title: Touching and Touched
- Author: Farfalla
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 1,076
- Summary:
Spock is trying to put himself together after the fal-tor-pan. Putting the Admiral back together might help.
- Title: Unbearable
- Author: apolesen
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,052
- Summary:
As McCoy struggles with holding Spock’s katra, he finds himself stuck in the middle of a relationship between his best friend and a dead man.
- Title: What I Am To You
- Author: cimorene
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,971
- Summary:
I say, "Ask me anything, Spock," for perhaps the fifth time.
This time, you respond, your gaze bright and penetrating, "Perhaps you could satisfy my curiosity in--one particular."
"Of course," I say enthusiastically.
You seem perfectly calm as you ask, "How long have we been lovers?" And I am certain I have heard you correctly, even as I struggle not to allow my astonishment to show on my face.
- Title: With you, always
- Author: thesadchicken
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,436
- Summary:
“Every time I close my eyes I feel like I might lose you again.”
Jim has nightmares; Spock is there to help. Post-The Search for Spock angst (with a happy ending).
- Title: You Are Mine
- Author: lallyloo
- Links: LJ
- Words: 1,404
- Summary:
Kirk/Spock COMPLETE JEALOUSY over McCoy having held Spock's Katra. Seriously angsty sex, shit, make Jim cry if you like.
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- Title: A Hunger of the Flesh
- Author: Flamingbluepanda
- Links: AO3
- Words: 3,661
- Summary:
Damn Spock, damn him to hell. No, bad Kirk. He's alive, that's what matters. He can only tell himself that for so long before he loses hope. Spock’s alive. That's all that matters. Jim groaned, ran a hand through his already messy hair. He needed a haircut and a shower, but the bounty was a damn Klingon ship so neither of those were coming anytime soon. What he needed was his damn husband back.
Yeah, that wasn't happening anytime soon either.
- Title: An Admiral by any other Name
- Author: tooberjoober
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,078
- Summary:
Jim asks Spock to stop calling him Admiral. He explains why using the rank is dumb and reminisces about things that Spock can’t quite remember.
- Title: A Reason to Smile
- Author: whiteraven1606
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,449
- Summary:
Jim is just happy to have Spock alive.
- Title: A Variable Star
- Author: WerewolvesAreReal
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,991
- Summary:
Spock survives the fal-tor-pan and returns to Earth with Jim. They live together on Earth, so everything should be fine now.
(Everything is wrong, and no one is happy.)
- Title: Bridging the Distance
- Author: ThereBeWhalesHere
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,475
- Summary:
Jim misses Spock, even when they're together, and he doesn't know if Spock remembers why. Or if he ever will. Set immediately after the events of The Voyage Home.
- Title: Bring Me Back
- Author: AnnaKnitsSpock
- Links: AO3
- Words: 5,687
- Summary:
In the wake of Spock's death and resurrection, things between Jim and Spock are still uncertain and strained. At home in San Francisco immediately following their trip to 1986, they are struggling to find their way back to each other.
- Title: Catch the Tide
- Author: snowynight
- Links: AO3
- Words: 7,627
- Summary:
After the event in Star Trek: the Voyage Home, Spock returns to his old position of First and Science Officer on Enterprise, but he still struggles with his forgotten past. Jim's repeated injury in missions complicated the matter, but sometimes one needs to take a new role in life.
- Title: Change of Plans
- Author: DwarvenBeardSpores
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,124
- Summary:
After recovering from the events on the Genesis planet and regaining most of his memories, Spock has settled back into his life with Jim. However the biological upheaval he went through might lead to some unexpected surprises.
Unexpected but not unwelcome.
- Title: Darling
- Author: orphan_account
- Links: AO3
- Words: 769
- Summary:
Jim and Spock get to know each other again.
- Title: Feel
- Author: titC
- Links: AO3
- Words: 3,273
- Summary:
How can they find each other again after ST IV?
- Title: For A Stranger
- Author: VTsuion
- Links: AO3
- Words: 4,163
- Summary:
James T. Kirk is a stranger, but somehow Spock knows he would do anything for the admiral.
- Title: Home
- Author: SheepOh
- Links: AO3
- Words: 3,269
- Summary:
After The Voyage Home, Kirk struggles to find his footing back in his relationship with Spock.
- Title: I Feel Fine
- Author: fiveainley_ohmy
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,084
- Summary:
After being brought back from the dead, Spock doesn't remember loving Jim.
- Title: Knot the Third: Obsidian and Gold
- Author: Taylor Dancinghands (tdancinghands)
- Links: AO3
- Words: 5,806
- Summary:
Spock is alive again, which ought to be miracle enough, but Jim can't help but remember that they'd once had more. He should have known that Spock would never forget his T'hy'la...
- Title: Lead Me Home
- Author: burning_spirit
- Links: AO3
- Words: 14,364
- Summary:
A freshly-demoted Captain Kirk and his recovering amnesiac husband, Spock, have a heart-to-heart during their commute home from Starfleet Headquarters.
Set at the end of Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home, between the Federation Council scene and the crew’s arrival aboard the Enterprise A. First-person, Kirk’s POV.
- Title: Lost & Found
- Author: williamspockspeare
- Links: AO3
- Words: 10,449
- Summary:
"His questions were worse – more fundamental. Did Spock feel for him at all? Did he even want to be around him any more? And, if not, what would Jim do?"
Though they've saved the world from another existential threat, Jim is left to wonder what the future holds for him, and how much Spock remembers of their previous relationship. When Spock broaches the issue of their past, will they discover a way into the future together - or will their differences prove irreconcilable?
- Title: Lucky
- Author: warpfactornonsense (ZJ_Timekeeper)
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,454
- Summary:
The crew of the HMS Bounty returns to San Francisco with Dr. Gillian Taylor and two whales in tow, but Gillian has nowhere to stay. Kirk gives her the guest room, Spock takes the master bedroom, which leaves Kirk to sleep on the couch out of consideration for Spock's uncertain memories of their bond.
- Title: Nature of the Bond
- Author: jadztone
- Links: AO3
- Words: 32,429
- Summary:
Just before they are to head back to Earth after the fal-tor-pan, Spock detects that he has a bond with Jim. Still having gaps in his memory, he attempts to analyze the nature of the bond. Spock concludes that he and Jim are bondmates, and says as much in front of Starfleet brass. Jim is shocked, but goes along with it out of fear that Starfleet would declare Spock unfit for duty. After telling Spock the truth, they agree to continue letting Starfleet believe that their bond is romantic in nature, while both privately wish that it was.
- Title: Never Again
- Author: thesadchicken
- Links: AO3
- Words: 923
- Summary:
Sometimes the silence threatens to swallow them. Sometimes Spock needs to say things, and Jim needs to hear them. After the Genesis crisis, Jim and Spock deal with the hurt that losing each other has left behind.
- Title: Return to Me
- Author: pensively
- Links: AO3
- Words: 4,814
- Summary:
Three months ago, Jim Kirk risked everything -- his career, the Enterprise, even his own life -- for Spock. However, the joy of Spock's return was tempered with sorrow; it was necessary to shield their bond until Spock's mind was ready to join with Jim's once more.
But when their mission to save the Earth from destruction brings up old memories of their life together, Jim and Spock find themselves with the opportunity to reconnect.
A tale of love, homecoming...and pasta.
- Title: Sacrifices
- Author: CatalenaMara
- Links: KSArchive, Trekiverse
- Words: 9,663
- Summary:
Kirk founds out exactly what Spock remembers after the fal-tor-pan. "Missing scenes" in and a sequel to Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home.
- Title: Surfacing
- Author: Jane D
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 87,426
- Summary:
“The retraining of your mind has been in the Vulcan way, so you may not understand feelings. But as my son, you have them. They will surface.”
- Title: Syllables
- Author: theplotholesmademedoit
- Links: AO3
- Words: 4,941
- Summary:
"I never thought I'd hear you call me that again."
The whales are saved, the planet's in one piece and they're warping back to Earth as a sardine can of rebel heroes with a shiny ribbon on top.
But with grief and the pain of a broken bond, Jim is falling apart.
or
Sometimes the mighty Captain Kirk just needs his space husband to take care of him.
- Title: That Which Seems To Be
- Author: zarabithia
- Links: AO3
- Words: 3,395
- Summary:
Time travel, angry alien probes, pregnant whales and smug friends are both distracting and occasionally helpful when one is having a post-death sexuality crisis.
- Title: The Home Ground
- Author: Alice West
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 8,359
- Summary:
Kirk struggles with his despair over Spock’s inability to at first remember, and then feel, the love they knew before Spock’s “death”.
- Title: The Propose Home
- Author: JotunVali
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,214
- Summary:
As they're all stranded on Vulcan, just after the resurrection of Spock, and waiting for their starship to be fixed Jim had the time to think it over. He's convinced now is the best time, Vulcan is the best place to finally say it.
- Title: The Spaces Between
- Author: lahmrh
- Links: FF.net
- Words: 15,408
- Summary:
Weeks after the events of The Voyage Home, Spock is still piecing together his memories, unaware of the relationship that once existed between him and Kirk. Kirk, for his part, is determined to suffer in silence, but when a Spock from an alternate universe appears, still reeling from the loss of his own James Kirk, all their lives are thrown into chaos.
- Title: The Very Bones of You
- Author: twinklukeskywalker
- Links: AO3
- Words: 697
- Summary:
Post getting fished out of San Francisco Bay, Jim can't quite believe it all...
- Title: 'Til Death (Un)does Us Part
- Author: TheBreakfastGenie
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,473
- Summary:
Dying, it turns out, really complicates the legality of your marriage . Before the Enterprise-A takes off Kirk and Spock try to sort out the details. Federation bureaucracy may just be the greatest adversary they've ever faced.
- Title: To Boldly Go, Together
- Author: Raichel
- Links: AO3
- Words: 3,086
- Summary:
A lot has happened to the crew of the Enterprise over the last year, from a rogue old-earth satellite, to a vengeful madman, to resurrection, to time travel. There's been a lot of upheaval, and as they grow older Spock hopes to make at least one element of their chaotic lives more stable.
Kirk and Spock have been inseparable for decades. It's high time they made it official.
- Title: Universe Within a Heart
- Author: Farfalla
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 2,450
- Summary:
A whale and a bear guide a resurrected Spock back to his emotional place in the world.
- Title: Wait a Little Longer
- Author: Herenya902
- Links: AO3
- Words: 3,427
- Summary:
Following the events of The Voyage Home, Jim invites Spock to stay with him in his apartment, after all, it's his home too. But Spock still doesn't remember him, remember them, and Jim isn't sure how long he can stand this. He just wants Spock back.
- Title: We Keep Coming Back to These Two Hearts
- Author: Gimmemore
- Links: AO3
- Words: 3,818
- Summary:
After ST:TVH, Jim and Spock have found their way back to each other; once again binding themselves as telsu and as t'hy'la, forever intertwined in each other's mind and soul.
- Title: What Does It Mean...?
- Author: TheLadysBlush (BlushingNewb)
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,581
- Summary:
On the bus trip to the Cetacean Institute, Admiral Kirk and Captain Spock continue their discussion about the culture of 20th century Earth. For Spock, some of Kirk’s comments raise more questions than they answer.
- Title: What the Heart Remembers
- Author: killabeez
- Links: AO3
- Words: 13,585
- Summary:
A post-fal tor pan story written for the KSOF. Can heroes ever really go home again?
- Title: Yours, Always
- Author: Gimmemore
- Links: AO3
- Words: 5,486
- Summary:
Jim’s been away from home for a few weeks, and although he and Spock are re-bonded and living together, things are still far from being back to 'normal.’ Upon his return home, he finds something he never expected, that changes things forever between them.
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- Title: Anteaters and Giant Potatoes
- Author: lahmrh
- Links: FF.net
- Words: 232
- Summary:
Kirk and Spock spend some time stargazing during their Final Frontier camping trip.
- Title: First Contact: The Final Frontier
- Author: dreamsaremadeofthis
- Links: AO3
- Words: 7,302
- Summary:
Jim and Spock are no longer on the Bird-of-Prey bridge. Will Spock still reject Jim's display of affection for saving his life?
“Spock, forgive me. Look, I would never do anything to lose your friendship. I just…”
“I have been, and shall always be, your friend. It was my final vow of eternal devotion to you in the moment of my death. How could you question the sincerity of my commitment to you?" Spock’s gaze was true and deserved nothing less than Jim's absolute honesty.
- Title: Happy Trails
- Author: SLASHERFEM
- Links: Trekiverse
- Words: 2,087
- Summary:
After the events of ST V, Kirk, Spock and McCoy resume their interrupted vacation in Yosemite National Park on horseback.
- Title: In the Morning
- Author: cowgirldressage1
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,188
- Summary:
Jim's feeling old and lonely but there is a pleasant surprise waiting for him. In this, Generations (phew-phew) never ever happened so it is set after The Final Frontier. It is the first in a series, All Day Long.
- Title: Never and Always
- Author: raku
- Links: Trekiverse
- Words: 24,568
- Summary:
Spock and Kirk adjust to Spock's return from the dead, and explore various practices of Vulcan mysticism in the process. Action takes place just before the camping scene at the start of "The Final Frontier."
- Title: Life Is But A Dream
- Author: ellen_fremedon
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,153
- Summary:
Kirk has the flu.
- Title: Now that we're alone
- Author: Hawkbringer
- Links: AO3
- Words: 4,249
- Summary:
Spock rebuffed Kirk's attempt to touch him earlier, in full view of the Klingons on the bridge. But now, well, there's no Klingons around, are there?
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- Title: Da Capo al Coda
- Author: anna_amuse
- Links: AO3
- Words: 9,791
- Summary:
After Khitomer, Jim and Spock have things to discuss. Or so Spock thinks.
- Title: Deadly Memories
- Author: Farfalla
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 572
- Summary:
What was REALLY behind Valeris's scream when Spock was mind-probing her.
- Title: Empty Space
- Author: seltehryor
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,333
- Summary:
Spirk resolution to the angst-filled Star Trek movies. After Star Trek VI, Jim and Spock have a lot of talking to do and a lot to apologize for. It all starts with a letter.
- Title: For As Long As the Stars Shine
- Author: plaidshirtjimkirk
- Links: AO3, KSArchive
- Words: 7,966
- Summary:
Commanding a starship that sees plenty of action means leading a rather uncertain life. However, if there's one constant in the entire universe, it's that Jim and Spock are there for each other no matter what--whether it's through Valeris' betrayal or leaving the Enterprise for the final time.
This story begins during The Undiscovered Country and shows just how much Jim and Spock mean to each other behind closed doors.
- Title: Keeping family members a secret
- Author: TFALokiwriter
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,258
- Summary:
Jim is done, naturally, with all the secrets the S'Chn T'Gai Clan keep.
- Title: Punishment
- Author: T'Aaneli and Islaofhope
- Links: Trekiverse
- Words: 10,432
- Summary:
An alternate interpretation of the events of The Undiscovered Country.
- Title: The Green-Ey'd Monster
- Author: lahijadelmar
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,224
- Summary:
Spock finds out that Kirk was kissed while imprisoned on Rura Penthe...and that he didn't exactly turn away from it. An exploration of old married!Spirk and the duration of jealousy.
Takes place just after the events of The Undiscovered Country. Sexually suggestive stuff, but nothing explicit.
- Title: The Temper
- Author: Natashasolten
- Links: AO3
- Words: 4,837
- Summary:
After events in Star Trek 6: The Undiscovered Country, a betrayed and crestfallen Kirk, who had walked out on Spock months earlier, realizes nothing trumps the love of his life.
- Title: Undiscovered Territory
- Author: xDestinyIsCallingx
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,576
- Summary:
Spock deals with his feelings after retrieving Jim from Rura Penthe. Jim seeks him out thinking Spock merely feels guilty... but there's a little more Spock divulges than just feelings of responsibility.
- Title: What Death Prospects Breed
- Author: Lion_owl
- Links: AO3
- Words: 734
- Summary:
Missing Scene for Star Trek VI, set immediately after Kirk and McCoy's rescue from Rura Penthe.
- Title: While You Were Making Other Plans
- Author: Iwouldwrite1000fics
- Links: AO3
- Words: 3,766
- Summary:
Post-The Undiscovered Country. Jim faces retirement by running away.
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- Title: Air
- Author: servatia83
- Links: AO3
- Words: 45,583
- Summary:
Spock is hearing things, Bones can't say no, and they play a hunch. How successful that is on closer inspection remains to be seen, though. Set after Generations – no, not kidding.
- Title: A Long Awaited Reunion
- Author: VTsuion
- Links: AO3
- Words: 16,952
- Summary:
For eighty years, Captain James T. Kirk was trapped in an illusion in a temporal nexus. To him, it hardly felt like hours before he was rescued by Captain Jean-Luc Picard, but outside the world went on without him. Now he's free, after recovering from some broken bones, and has to figure out what to do in the 24th century. Thankfully he has some help from a few old friends.
- Title: A Man His Age
- Author: noodleinabarrel
- Links: AO3
- Words: 3,474
- Summary:
Jim tries to carry a heavy box up the stairs. Despite his husband's objections, Spock insists on helping him.
- Title: And All For Love
- Author: Gimmemore
- Links: AO3
- Words: 4,672
- Summary:
Spock has been summoned to say goodbye to an old friend. While there, an unusual and surprising request is made. Spock must decide whether to accept what has been offered or refuse a dying friend.
- Title: Bitter Glass
- Author:
- Links: AO3
- Words: 93,667
- Summary:
A story about regrets and second chances. Faced with the news of Kirk's death in Generations, Spock tells the story of a thirty-year friendship that defied all categorization.
- Title: Chances
- Author: sunshine_captain
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,696
- Summary:
But he isn't a doctor, not anymore. He's an old man, and he's lost the man who might as well have been his brother, and he's scared, scared he's going to lose the other, lose Spock.
- Title: Currents of Time
- Author: apolesen
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,987
- Summary:
As time passes, society changes. The world Captain Kirk finds himself in when he emerges from the Nexus is not the one he left.
- Title: Grieving
- Author: Vulcan Lover
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,475
- Summary:
Stupid Nexus - Spock and the toughest of his grief for Jim.
- Title: If Only
- Author: Sahsheer
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 4,258
- Summary:
Post Generations, Spock comes to see McCoy on Earth.
- Title: In the Land of Lost and Found
- Author: ladykardasi
- Links: AO3
- Words: 668
- Summary:
When Kirk disappears from the Enterprise B. Spock cannot believe he is dead.
- Title: Last Breath
- Author: Djinn
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,957
- Summary:
This was a challenge I did long ago. The lyrics of a song had to be spoken as actual dialogue by one of the characters. The other characters could say whatever, but one person had to speak all lyrics of the song as his/her primary dialogue. The song incorporated into this fic is "My Last Breath" by Evanescence. It starts where Star Trek: Generations ended.
- Title: Life After, and Because of, The Nexus
- Author: Vulcan Lover
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,187
- Summary:
Sorting out some of the Nexus related stuff.
- Title: Losses
- Author: sunshine_captain
- Links: AO3
- Words: 3,662
- Summary:
Leonard thought that his pain couldn't get any worse than the first moment he heard that Jim was gone, thought that that was as bad as things would get. And he'd been sure that it couldn't be worse than when he'd lurched into Spock and Jim's apartment and found Spock there, comatose.
Hell if this isn't worse.
- Title: Maybe being stuck here isn't too bad
- Author: TFALokiwriter
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,137
- Summary:
This is a short story, instead of Kirk going in there alone Spock goes with. Why and how this is possible? Just take a peak. This story basically fixes... Kirk being alone in the Nexus for so long.
- Title: Not Without You
- Author: plaidshirtjimkirk
- Links: AO3
- Words: 18,316
- Summary:
Spock had risked his life over and over to save Jim’s throughout their time together, just as Jim had done for him. And now, as the crimson light of red alert had overtaken the building and bright white emergency beacons flashed, he stared down at this pendant in his hand and thought how this risk was more than justifiable. It was necessary.
A story about love, loyalty, healing, and the pendant Spock refused to leave behind.
- Title: One Hundred Years Minus One
- Author: Flamingbluepanda
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,157
- Summary:
“If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to be without you.” - Winnie The Pooh
- Title: Phenomena
- Author: tkbenjamin
- Links: AO3
- Words: 999
- Summary:
Kirk realises something and gets pissed off at the fcuking Nexis.
- Title: Re-Generations
- Author: Bastet
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 42,968
- Summary:
James Kirk and Picard have defeated Dr. Soran, but it cost Kirk's life. Spock has brought his bondmate's body back to be buried on Vulcan. But Kirk's body is stolen. Spock and Picard search to find out who has stolen it and why. A year later, a man who looks exactly like Kirk is found in a lifepod. Who is behind Kirk's resurrection, and why? They discover an old enemy and a new threat.
- Title: Tell Spock...
- Author: kira_nerys
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 331
- Summary:
Kirk's dying moment. Set during "Generations" TNG Crossover.
- Title: The Great Beyond
- Author: TGuess
- Links: KSArchive
- Words: 3,363
- Summary:
My take on what really happened when Kirk died in 'Generations'.
- Title: The Untold Story—Many of Them Actually
- Author: Djinn
- Links: AO3
- Words: 15,226
- Summary:
It moves all over the place but is basically centered on the death of Kirk in Generations.
- Title: Unfamiliar Familiarity
- Author: Medie
- Links: AO3
- Words: 1,339
- Summary:
The more things change, the more they stay the same. Kind of embarrassingly true where James T. Kirk is concerned.
- Title: Vows
- Author: Iwouldwrite1000fics
- Links: AO3
- Words: 2,152
- Summary:
Before he left on the Enterprise B Jim promised Spock they would get married when he returned to Earth. 78 years later Jim leaves the Nexus to find that Spock has taken those vows with someone else.
- Title: Waiting For Night To End
- Author: Elise_Madrid
- Links: AO3
- Words: 12,888
- Summary:
Spock is light-years away when Kirk "dies" on Veridian III.
- Title: Wake
- Author: Mithen
- Links: AO3
- Words: 333
- Summary:
Spock hears of Kirk's death.
- Title: What's In a Name?
- Author: Gimmemore
- Links: AO3
- Words: 7,980
- Summary:
Spock knew a visit had to happen. They would have to inform him. But when the visitor came, what Spock learned would cause him to alter time itself to regain what he had lost.
- Title: WWJKD?
- Author: Flamingbluepanda
- Links: AO3
- Words: 4,799
- Summary:
In which Spock will never not look to his husband for answers.